Dere I was..standin..near the bus..lookd up to get a glimpse….she sat..dere…at one end…with her shoulder length hair…speakin to sumone…I stared at her….wit a hope..dat some day she will be mine…alas…the word dat came out from her mouth..i think was destined for me..’ he is a loser’..i kept silent…her friend came up to me…n explained me everythin…I turned to go back…but never..turned my back on her..with the same hope…I walked away..!..days passed…regularly..i watched her..comin out of the school..n movin to her bus…she walked alone…or..kept just a friend…I guess she wanted to be alone..her thin lips sometimes..moved by her soft smile…she spoke very softly…n walked slow..as she walked..the way of her walkin..sometimes made me feel dat she knew I was watchin her..she never complained..she boarded her bus..n sat in her favorite window seat..!..i memorized t he schedule by which..i could get a glimpse of her..!..i tried to follow it..n succeeded ..i used to get..12 buck every day…as my..bus fare..i somehow saved 4 bucks…I had a small bank..n I hid my money dere…on Wednesday…I used to get…25 buks..coz I had a direct tuition from school…I never bunked Wednesdays…coz dat day I saved 17 bucks…n all of it went to my bank…I open the bank..only 1ce a year…dat too coz I had to buy something for her birthday….i planned abt a week back..abt wat to give her..i got out of my house..10 mins early….n ran to shop..to get something for her..i ever didn’t..try to give the gift with my own hands..i guess I was scared..dat she would..throw them away..i sent it by her frnds…ony ice I tried to give her a Christmas card..n the card ended up torn in a near by pond..dis silent love existed for a long tym..nither did I speak to her nor she..though..it was silent..it was my first love..:)
